Its been a long time since I posted and there are reasons, but honestly, they are more like excuses, so I will forgoe the details and simply give the long anticipated update:
- there has been some continued problems with the mold but thanks to some wise counsel from a friend and tremendously conceptually and technically talented artist (www.laurenmayerstudios.com) I realized the importance that some starting moisture has in the capillary process. After I realized this, I've had a marked decrease in "mold errors."
- despite these struggles beads have continued to be churned out, albeit slowly, the count is now up to a noble 28.
- I composed and sent out the letter to the Bishop in hopes that he will be able to bless "The Relic of the Communion of Saints" at the opening in late November/early December
- I met with a priest for spiritual direction and was reminded through him that this period of prayer and fasting isn't meant to make a masterpiece, but rather for God to make a masterpiece out of me (and you for that matter.)
- despite my beginning intentions and disposition of being in a state of prayer and fasting during this time of creation, I am now realizing that frankly I wasn't serious enough about this endeavour. Not just in how the piece will take shape, but in what way my Father will form me.
- my wife and daughter have been out of town for the past couple of weeks and the importance of other members of the Communion of Saints as inspiration and help in the path to holiness has been brought painfully into view as I've struggled here at home without them.
- speaking of which, they took the camera so I am without a way to post exciting new pictures of a big pile o' beads, and recent prayer intentions I've recieved, but to entice you to come back they include contributions from a priest and an artist.
That's all for now, I'll be more vigilant about posting again and please continue to pray and contribute to this work, as it turns out, it must be at least somewhat important since there's been quite a bit of resistance both internally and externally to its creation.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Monday, June 7, 2010
Ora et Labora: Day 8
6/7/10
I am starting to have some major problems with my mold. All Saturday night, as well as all day Sunday I left the mold alone, letting it dry a bit after basically continuously casting last week. Today I ruined a bead trying to open the mold. So I let the second casting sit a bit longer (over an hour) to try to avoid such a problem again, but to no avail as I ruined a second bead by attempting to open the mold. The third casting I have let sit for over 4 hours and I just attempted to open the mold and it was resisting pretty hard so I decided to leave it over night and see if that helps the situation any. If I am not able to remove the bead from the mold tomorrow then frankly I’m not sure what I’m going to do. Nothing really changed with the mold and I can’t afford to be waiting for dozens of hours to remove beads as I’ve only successfully cast 15 thus far, making just over a quarter of the way there (on small beads alone). Any suggestions would be gladly accepted as well as prayers.
Having found an entire box of books that we had yet unpacked when we moved into our house I realized that I suddenly was inundated with lots of wonderful art books that needed a place to be and I was inspired to procure and put up a small bookshelf in (the clean part) of the studio. In addition to art books I also found a book that I’d nearly forgotten I even owned, “Relics”. Can’t imagine anything much more appropriate for continued study in preparation for “The Relic of the Communion of Saints.”
- We cannot pray "at all times" if we do not pray at specific times, consciously willing it.
- Even interior prayer, cannot neglect vocal prayer. Prayer is internalized to the extent that we become aware of him "to whom we speak;" Thus vocal prayer becomes an initial form of contemplative prayer.
- Christians owe it to themselves to develop the desire to meditate regularly, lest they come to resemble the three first kinds of soil in the parable of the sower.
- Contemplation is a gaze of faith, fixed on Jesus. "I look at him and he looks at me":
While reciting Psalm 7 today, there wasn’t anything that particularly influenced me as the past few have but nevertheless it is important to be reminded that, “God is a just judge, strong and patient” (not to mention the fact that “he hath made ready his arrows for them that burn” sounds far too cool not to take note of.)
Tonight enjoy the graces of the Joyful Mysteries of the rosary.
Today’s Prayer Intentions:
- For the return of Steve’s mother to the sacraments
- For the conversion of Judyth to the Faith
- For continued increase in health for John
- For the gift of Faith for all of those who seek God, and that a great desire for Him may be instilled in those who do not.
- For safe and edifying travels for Fr. Michael.
- For mercy, upon our poor souls and upon those of the whole world
- For the past, present and future intentions and salvation of all those who participate in prayer or proximity to “The Relic of the Communion of Saints”
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Ora et Labora: Day 6
6/5/10
Rather than just casting I decided to make some more progress today on the fabrication of “The Relic of the Communion of Saints” by starting work on the large beads. I made a positive and I’m letting it set up for a couple of days (as I’m taking tomorrow off since it’s Sunday) before I make a mold of it (not to mention I need to buy some plaster.) I have to admit I get a really strong fish vibe from it right now, but then again I did when I made the positive for the small bead too, once the form is repeated and connected I’m confident it will lose whatever fishy tendencies it may have.
Since I found a few materials as I was cleaning out our storage area today I was also inspired to begin making the prayer intention book that I hope to accompany “The Relic of the Communion of Saints”. It certainly has a very “handmade” feel to it, but right now, as it is yet unfinished, I’m afraid that reads more as “ugly.” However, I hope to change that once the canvass gets a nice coat of gesso and then an even nicer coat of beautiful paint. I have yet to decide whether I will paint it myself or if I should ask a talented painter friend of mine (www.gwynethholston.com) to contribute in this way toward the work.
Today’s exploration of the Catechism, “The Way of Prayer” gave quite a bit of reference to the Church Triumphant’s role in the Communion of Saints:
- The witnesses who have preceded us into the kingdom share in the living tradition of prayer by the example of their lives, the transmission of their writings, and their prayer today. They contemplate God, praise him and constantly care for those whom they have left on earth. When they entered into the joy of their Master, they were "put in charge of many things." Their intercession is their most exalted service to God's plan. We can and should ask them to intercede for us and for the whole world.
But I was also reminded that as the Church rightfully celebrates prayer in the sacred space of a church so too should the domestic church set aside a place that, “can be a "prayer corner" with the Sacred Scriptures and icons, in order to be there, in secret, before our Father. In a Christian family, this kind of little oratory fosters prayer in common.” I am often shamed by the fact that rather than not having a special place set aside such as this, instead I neglect the beautiful space that we have created. Honestly, I haven’t used the little prayer space we set up for our family in… months. That is, until today. Yet again God used Charlotte to compel my prayer life to mature as I picked her up while she fussed and was suddenly compelled to kneel down in front of our little “shrine” and pray with my daughter to our Father. From here on out I will try to spend at least a portion of my time in prayer for the petitions of “The Relic of the Communion of Saints” at this special place in our home.
My recitation of Psalm 6 today really did a number on driving the point of praying every chance we get before it is too late, “For there is no one in death that is mindful of thee: and who shall confess to thee in hell?”
Tonight, enjoy the graces of the Joyful Mysteries and tomorrow, since I will not be posting, enjoy both the graces of the Glorious Mysteries of the rosary as well as the most powerful graces of my participation in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass for you, your families and your intentions.
Today’s Prayer Intentions:
- For Eli that he may grow in holiness by living out his vocation of obedience to his parents
- For freedom from vanity
- That Dave’s father may be healed through the intercession of Solanus Casey and that he may be made a great saint when God calls him home.
- For Blessings on Jenny’s marriage preparations
- For an increase in vocations to the priesthood, especially to the Oblates of the Virgin Mary
- O saving Victim, opening wide the gate of Heaven to us below; Our foes press hard on every side; Your aid supply; Your strength bestow. To your great name be endless praise, Immortal Godhead, One in Three. O grant us endless length of days, In our true native land with thee. Amen.
- For the past, present and future intentions and salvation of all those who participate in prayer or proximity to “The Relic of the Communion of Saints”
Rather than just casting I decided to make some more progress today on the fabrication of “The Relic of the Communion of Saints” by starting work on the large beads. I made a positive and I’m letting it set up for a couple of days (as I’m taking tomorrow off since it’s Sunday) before I make a mold of it (not to mention I need to buy some plaster.) I have to admit I get a really strong fish vibe from it right now, but then again I did when I made the positive for the small bead too, once the form is repeated and connected I’m confident it will lose whatever fishy tendencies it may have.
- The witnesses who have preceded us into the kingdom share in the living tradition of prayer by the example of their lives, the transmission of their writings, and their prayer today. They contemplate God, praise him and constantly care for those whom they have left on earth. When they entered into the joy of their Master, they were "put in charge of many things." Their intercession is their most exalted service to God's plan. We can and should ask them to intercede for us and for the whole world.
But I was also reminded that as the Church rightfully celebrates prayer in the sacred space of a church so too should the domestic church set aside a place that, “can be a "prayer corner" with the Sacred Scriptures and icons, in order to be there, in secret, before our Father. In a Christian family, this kind of little oratory fosters prayer in common.” I am often shamed by the fact that rather than not having a special place set aside such as this, instead I neglect the beautiful space that we have created. Honestly, I haven’t used the little prayer space we set up for our family in… months. That is, until today. Yet again God used Charlotte to compel my prayer life to mature as I picked her up while she fussed and was suddenly compelled to kneel down in front of our little “shrine” and pray with my daughter to our Father. From here on out I will try to spend at least a portion of my time in prayer for the petitions of “The Relic of the Communion of Saints” at this special place in our home.
Tonight, enjoy the graces of the Joyful Mysteries and tomorrow, since I will not be posting, enjoy both the graces of the Glorious Mysteries of the rosary as well as the most powerful graces of my participation in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass for you, your families and your intentions.
Today’s Prayer Intentions:
- For Eli that he may grow in holiness by living out his vocation of obedience to his parents
- For freedom from vanity
- That Dave’s father may be healed through the intercession of Solanus Casey and that he may be made a great saint when God calls him home.
- For Blessings on Jenny’s marriage preparations
- For an increase in vocations to the priesthood, especially to the Oblates of the Virgin Mary
- O saving Victim, opening wide the gate of Heaven to us below; Our foes press hard on every side; Your aid supply; Your strength bestow. To your great name be endless praise, Immortal Godhead, One in Three. O grant us endless length of days, In our true native land with thee. Amen.
- For the past, present and future intentions and salvation of all those who participate in prayer or proximity to “The Relic of the Communion of Saints”
Friday, June 4, 2010
Ora et Labora: Day 5
6/4/10
Today while I was casting beads I was compelled to re-measure one (since its size being “about a decimeter” didn’t strike much resonance with me). As it turns out each bead is approximately 4.5 inches long. Upon crunching some numbers I realized that the length of a decade, including the “Our Father” bead is going to be about 6 feet. That means the length of the entire loop will be somewhere around 30 feet! Considering I am planning on having “The Relic of the Communion of Saints” hanging on, and subsequently cascading off of, the wall; that halves the display height I’ll need, but I’m still looking at a solid 15 feet. And just imagine, it was once upon a time that I thought to myself “Hm, maybe I should make these beads bigger.”
Two wonderful bits of news today:
First of all, we stopped by Fr. Woody’s Haven of Hope (a day shelter that offers meals, showers, laundry, haircuts etc. to the homeless) to see some old friends and show off Charlotte. While we were there my wife suggested that I ask the director if we could set up a drop box for inscribed prayers at the Haven to which the director gladly agreed. I need to fabricate a box with a short description of the piece and get some golf pencils but I am so excited about this new prospect. Not only will it garner new prayer intentions but I am tapping into a population that I hadn’t previously considered and one that I am so eager to have contribute to this work. “Blessed are the meek…”
The other good news is that there are already fruits from our prayers for one of the intentions sent in. Just yesterday I recieved Sheila’s prayers and now, her husband Steve has been blessed with a new job! Praise God and may we always trust in His providence.
Speaking of prayer, today’s reflections on the Catechism, “The Way of Prayer”:
- The divine name may not be spoken by human lips, but by assuming our humanity The Word of God hands it over to us and we can invoke it: "Jesus," "YHWH saves." His name is the only one that contains the presence it signifies
- Jesus, the only mediator, is the way of our prayer; Mary, his mother and ours, is wholly transparent to him: she "shows the way" (hodigitria), and is herself "the Sign" of the way, according to the traditional iconography of East and West.
The fact that the name of Jesus is a prayer, in fact the most complete prayer we can muster at any given moment is so fascinating. What a powerful gift we have with such a direct line to the heart of God that we no longer need to beg for God’s attention as the prayer in Psalm5, “Give ear, O Lord, to my words, understand my cry" once did. In Jesus we can be certain that God is attentive to our needs and understands, in both a mortal and a supernatural way, the yearning of our heart.
Tonight, enjoy the graces of the Sorrowful Mysteries.
Today’s Prayer Intentions:
- "Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on us sinners."
- For mercy and freedom for all of those with sexual addictions
- For the return of Jerry to the sacraments
- For blessings on the poor
- For an increase in love for the poor
- For blessings on Fr. Woody’s Haven of Hope, all of its guests and benefactors
- In thanksgiving for Steve’s job
- For Peace: in our hearts and in our world
- For the past, present and future intentions and salvation of all those who participate in prayer or proximity to “The Relic of the Communion of Saints”
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Today while I was casting beads I was compelled to re-measure one (since its size being “about a decimeter” didn’t strike much resonance with me). As it turns out each bead is approximately 4.5 inches long. Upon crunching some numbers I realized that the length of a decade, including the “Our Father” bead is going to be about 6 feet. That means the length of the entire loop will be somewhere around 30 feet! Considering I am planning on having “The Relic of the Communion of Saints” hanging on, and subsequently cascading off of, the wall; that halves the display height I’ll need, but I’m still looking at a solid 15 feet. And just imagine, it was once upon a time that I thought to myself “Hm, maybe I should make these beads bigger.”
Two wonderful bits of news today:
First of all, we stopped by Fr. Woody’s Haven of Hope (a day shelter that offers meals, showers, laundry, haircuts etc. to the homeless) to see some old friends and show off Charlotte. While we were there my wife suggested that I ask the director if we could set up a drop box for inscribed prayers at the Haven to which the director gladly agreed. I need to fabricate a box with a short description of the piece and get some golf pencils but I am so excited about this new prospect. Not only will it garner new prayer intentions but I am tapping into a population that I hadn’t previously considered and one that I am so eager to have contribute to this work. “Blessed are the meek…”
The other good news is that there are already fruits from our prayers for one of the intentions sent in. Just yesterday I recieved Sheila’s prayers and now, her husband Steve has been blessed with a new job! Praise God and may we always trust in His providence.
Speaking of prayer, today’s reflections on the Catechism, “The Way of Prayer”:
- The divine name may not be spoken by human lips, but by assuming our humanity The Word of God hands it over to us and we can invoke it: "Jesus," "YHWH saves." His name is the only one that contains the presence it signifies
- Jesus, the only mediator, is the way of our prayer; Mary, his mother and ours, is wholly transparent to him: she "shows the way" (hodigitria), and is herself "the Sign" of the way, according to the traditional iconography of East and West.
The fact that the name of Jesus is a prayer, in fact the most complete prayer we can muster at any given moment is so fascinating. What a powerful gift we have with such a direct line to the heart of God that we no longer need to beg for God’s attention as the prayer in Psalm5, “Give ear, O Lord, to my words, understand my cry" once did. In Jesus we can be certain that God is attentive to our needs and understands, in both a mortal and a supernatural way, the yearning of our heart.
Tonight, enjoy the graces of the Sorrowful Mysteries.
Today’s Prayer Intentions:
- "Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on us sinners."
- For mercy and freedom for all of those with sexual addictions
- For the return of Jerry to the sacraments
- For blessings on the poor
- For an increase in love for the poor
- For blessings on Fr. Woody’s Haven of Hope, all of its guests and benefactors
- In thanksgiving for Steve’s job
- For Peace: in our hearts and in our world
- For the past, present and future intentions and salvation of all those who participate in prayer or proximity to “The Relic of the Communion of Saints”
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Ora et Labora: Day 4
6/3/10
Today I continued to pour and pull molds and have finally reached double digits (I know that the picture shows only 9, the 10th was still setting up in the mold when this image was taken.)
This evening I also had the opportunity to see the new Center for Visual Arts space at its grand opening reception. I am very impressed by the space and am already scheming about what location to fight for in which to display “The Relic of the Communion of Saints.”
Unlike the past few nights where I’ve prayed before sleep, today I went on a walk with my wife and daughter and prayed a rosary together as a family. It was wonderful and something that I hope to make a habit. There is something truly mystical about praying together as a family, no wonder the Church offers the merits of a plenary indulgence for doing so (coupled with reception of the Eucharist and Confession of course.) At any rate, today enjoy the graces of the Mysteries of Light.
On an exciting note, I received my first batch of inscribed prayer intentions in the mail today! I hope to have my mailbox stuffed from here on out now that the ice has been broken. Thank you Sheila for sending in your intentions, be sure that I am praying sincerely for them and that I ask all who are to participate in this work to join me.
On a much more sorrowful note I also received a batch of prayer intentions hand delivered to our house by a friend today. One of the intentions was that “baby A may be brought to a happy baptism.” Since the mother of this baby is also a friend of ours I knew exactly to whom she was referring. Sadly, just a few minutes ago my wife informed me that this mother was actually miscarrying tonight. Suffice it to say, please keep the soul of this child, and the baby’s parents and siblings in your prayers as this is truly breaking all of their hearts.
The wisdom I found in the Catechism in “At the Wellspring of Prayer” today seem especially poignant: “time is in the Father's hands; it is in the present that we encounter him, not yesterday nor tomorrow, but today.” We offer our sorrow and our love for this baby to our Father as the most sincere of prayers and trusting in God we hope that this little soul may become a great saint this very day. We do so with full knowledge that, "hope does not disappoint, because God's love has been poured into our hearts by the Holy Spirit who has been given to us." Indeed trust is all we have left, and perhaps for the best because as Psalm4 reiterates today, “For thou, O Lord, singularly hast settled me in hope.”
Today’s Prayer Intentions:
- That God may have mercy on baby A and that He may make this child His newest saint
- That baby A’s family may be given consolation and peace in this time of sorrow
- That Melissa’s hernia stays small and the pain manageable
- That Melissa’s husband receives an acceptable job offer following his interview
- St. Anthony, please find the other size3 boys tap shoe
- For Brian who has brain cancer: that he may have peace, hope, faith and to be comforted. For his family to have strength, faith, understanding and security.
- For Nick who broke his neck: to have faith, determination, strength and the courage to endure his future.
- For parents-in-law: that they may see through divorce and know that their love through God endures forever.
- For Lily: that she may be loved unconditionally and be in good health and good spirits and always keep the Faith.
- For Steve that he may seek employment and that he and his wife may remain close with God and one another. That their marriage may grow in love for one another and for God.
- For Sheila: that she may have patience and gain physical strength to endure everyday. That she may become a better wife, mother, friend, sister, daughter and provider.
- For Jack and Laura: that their health may maintain their love for one another and grow stronger and that they may grow closer to God in their faith.
- For Mike and Leslie: that they may offer God the struggle of dealing with depression and that Mike may be freed from it.
- For the entire world: that faith formation, peace, love and kindness may grow through the hearts of all.
- In thanksgiving for the successful labor and birth of baby Nora, that she may be given continued health and be a blessing to her parents always.
- For the past, present and future intentions and salvation of all those who participate in prayer or proximity to “The Relic of the Communion of Saints”
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Today I continued to pour and pull molds and have finally reached double digits (I know that the picture shows only 9, the 10th was still setting up in the mold when this image was taken.)
This evening I also had the opportunity to see the new Center for Visual Arts space at its grand opening reception. I am very impressed by the space and am already scheming about what location to fight for in which to display “The Relic of the Communion of Saints.”
Unlike the past few nights where I’ve prayed before sleep, today I went on a walk with my wife and daughter and prayed a rosary together as a family. It was wonderful and something that I hope to make a habit. There is something truly mystical about praying together as a family, no wonder the Church offers the merits of a plenary indulgence for doing so (coupled with reception of the Eucharist and Confession of course.) At any rate, today enjoy the graces of the Mysteries of Light.
On an exciting note, I received my first batch of inscribed prayer intentions in the mail today! I hope to have my mailbox stuffed from here on out now that the ice has been broken. Thank you Sheila for sending in your intentions, be sure that I am praying sincerely for them and that I ask all who are to participate in this work to join me.
On a much more sorrowful note I also received a batch of prayer intentions hand delivered to our house by a friend today. One of the intentions was that “baby A may be brought to a happy baptism.” Since the mother of this baby is also a friend of ours I knew exactly to whom she was referring. Sadly, just a few minutes ago my wife informed me that this mother was actually miscarrying tonight. Suffice it to say, please keep the soul of this child, and the baby’s parents and siblings in your prayers as this is truly breaking all of their hearts.
The wisdom I found in the Catechism in “At the Wellspring of Prayer” today seem especially poignant: “time is in the Father's hands; it is in the present that we encounter him, not yesterday nor tomorrow, but today.” We offer our sorrow and our love for this baby to our Father as the most sincere of prayers and trusting in God we hope that this little soul may become a great saint this very day. We do so with full knowledge that, "hope does not disappoint, because God's love has been poured into our hearts by the Holy Spirit who has been given to us." Indeed trust is all we have left, and perhaps for the best because as Psalm4 reiterates today, “For thou, O Lord, singularly hast settled me in hope.”
Today’s Prayer Intentions:
- That God may have mercy on baby A and that He may make this child His newest saint
- That baby A’s family may be given consolation and peace in this time of sorrow
- That Melissa’s hernia stays small and the pain manageable
- That Melissa’s husband receives an acceptable job offer following his interview
- St. Anthony, please find the other size3 boys tap shoe
- For Brian who has brain cancer: that he may have peace, hope, faith and to be comforted. For his family to have strength, faith, understanding and security.
- For Nick who broke his neck: to have faith, determination, strength and the courage to endure his future.
- For parents-in-law: that they may see through divorce and know that their love through God endures forever.
- For Lily: that she may be loved unconditionally and be in good health and good spirits and always keep the Faith.
- For Steve that he may seek employment and that he and his wife may remain close with God and one another. That their marriage may grow in love for one another and for God.
- For Sheila: that she may have patience and gain physical strength to endure everyday. That she may become a better wife, mother, friend, sister, daughter and provider.
- For Jack and Laura: that their health may maintain their love for one another and grow stronger and that they may grow closer to God in their faith.
- For Mike and Leslie: that they may offer God the struggle of dealing with depression and that Mike may be freed from it.
- For the entire world: that faith formation, peace, love and kindness may grow through the hearts of all.
- In thanksgiving for the successful labor and birth of baby Nora, that she may be given continued health and be a blessing to her parents always.
- For the past, present and future intentions and salvation of all those who participate in prayer or proximity to “The Relic of the Communion of Saints”
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Ora et Labora: Day 3
6/2/10
Another slow day today as far as fabrication goes, but this time it’s because of a few mold mishaps. Sadly they were all because of my negligence to pour off the excess slip in time. As such they aren’t “ruined” they are just obscenely thick and heavy. I won’t toss them because I’d rather have some heavy beads at the deadline than not enough.
I think the biggest problem is that I have been leaving the studio a lot to get things, or go work on something up stairs, or help with grocery shopping etc. I really need to a- be serious about staying in the studio during “work hours” and b- do all of the other “stuff” that I need to do for this project in the studio. With that being said I am going to sit down first thing tomorrow morning and make a more specific “to do” list (such as make a mold for the bigger beads etc.) so while I’m waiting for slip to set up in the molds I will not only have something productive to do but something nearby as well.
Something I was able to get done today though was smoothing out the older beads. When I pull them from the mold I immediately cleaned up the part line but I have intentionally waited until they dried to smooth them out and finish cleaning them up. While I intended on doing this just with a moist sponge I was reminded today that the slip I’m using likes to create a (significantly less enjoyable than candy) shell as the darvan in the recipe comes to the surface and dries. This wasn’t a big problem though as I was able to sand the beads down, which actually made everything go much smoother (pun obviously intended) than I expected. Now I just need to get a new particulate filtering mask so I don’t come down with a wicked case of silicosis as I’m generally opposed to cuts in my lungs, however microscopic they may be.
Still working my way through the Catechism on prayer; today’s reflections on Part4, Section1, Chapter1, Article3 “In the Age of the Church”:
- The first movement of the prayer of petition is asking forgiveness, It is a prerequisite for righteous and pure prayer
- Christian intercession participates in Christ's, as an expression of the communion of saints
- "Give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you"
- The Eucharist contains and expresses all forms of prayer: it is "the pure offering" of the whole Body of Christ to the glory of God's name and, according to the traditions of East and West, it is the "sacrifice of praise."
Not sure how this one slipped past me, but I really should be attending daily Mass as a, really…integral, part of this process. What better way to participate in the workings of the Communion of Saints than in the most profound manifestation of the union of heaven and earth since the incarnation.
Today I was joined by my daughter in reciting Psalm 3, since she is just 7 months old I did most of the recitation and she joined in with the occasional joyful sound but between the two of us we proclaimed, “But thou, O Lord art my protector, my glory, and the lifter up of my head.”
Tonight, enjoy the graces of the Glorious Mysteries of the rosary.
Today’s prayer intentions:
- For healing of Genevieve’s foot and that her home and her family may be protected from snakes
- For a return to the sacraments for all of those who have fallen away and for all those who are searching that they may find God in His Church
- That there may no longer be any killing in the world
- For the past, present and future intentions and salvation of all those who participate in prayer or proximity to “The Relic of the Communion of Saints”
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Another slow day today as far as fabrication goes, but this time it’s because of a few mold mishaps. Sadly they were all because of my negligence to pour off the excess slip in time. As such they aren’t “ruined” they are just obscenely thick and heavy. I won’t toss them because I’d rather have some heavy beads at the deadline than not enough.
I think the biggest problem is that I have been leaving the studio a lot to get things, or go work on something up stairs, or help with grocery shopping etc. I really need to a- be serious about staying in the studio during “work hours” and b- do all of the other “stuff” that I need to do for this project in the studio. With that being said I am going to sit down first thing tomorrow morning and make a more specific “to do” list (such as make a mold for the bigger beads etc.) so while I’m waiting for slip to set up in the molds I will not only have something productive to do but something nearby as well.
Something I was able to get done today though was smoothing out the older beads. When I pull them from the mold I immediately cleaned up the part line but I have intentionally waited until they dried to smooth them out and finish cleaning them up. While I intended on doing this just with a moist sponge I was reminded today that the slip I’m using likes to create a (significantly less enjoyable than candy) shell as the darvan in the recipe comes to the surface and dries. This wasn’t a big problem though as I was able to sand the beads down, which actually made everything go much smoother (pun obviously intended) than I expected. Now I just need to get a new particulate filtering mask so I don’t come down with a wicked case of silicosis as I’m generally opposed to cuts in my lungs, however microscopic they may be.
- The first movement of the prayer of petition is asking forgiveness, It is a prerequisite for righteous and pure prayer
- Christian intercession participates in Christ's, as an expression of the communion of saints
- "Give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you"
- The Eucharist contains and expresses all forms of prayer: it is "the pure offering" of the whole Body of Christ to the glory of God's name and, according to the traditions of East and West, it is the "sacrifice of praise."
Not sure how this one slipped past me, but I really should be attending daily Mass as a, really…integral, part of this process. What better way to participate in the workings of the Communion of Saints than in the most profound manifestation of the union of heaven and earth since the incarnation.
Today I was joined by my daughter in reciting Psalm 3, since she is just 7 months old I did most of the recitation and she joined in with the occasional joyful sound but between the two of us we proclaimed, “But thou, O Lord art my protector, my glory, and the lifter up of my head.”
Today’s prayer intentions:
- For healing of Genevieve’s foot and that her home and her family may be protected from snakes
- For a return to the sacraments for all of those who have fallen away and for all those who are searching that they may find God in His Church
- That there may no longer be any killing in the world
- For the past, present and future intentions and salvation of all those who participate in prayer or proximity to “The Relic of the Communion of Saints”
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Ora et Labora: Day 2
6/1/10
Short of bringing down the kiln (which can wait since I still need to run a 220 for it anyway) the studio is finished. I even was able to put up some art to spice up the place, go figure huh?
Sadly that was about the extent of my physical efforts today. I only poured and pulled one more bead today. Not making huge progress but at least I’m keeping that mold nice and dry so when I am ready to get down to business I won’t have anything to slow me down.
Nevertheless, I felt that it was a pretty productive day and that was thanks primarily to the opportunity to meet with a friend to discuss a few things regarding the work. Since he is a cannon lawyer he had some wonderful things to say regarding particular ways that I should talk about the piece itself. He also suggested to me that since I am so interested in the creation, veneration, recognition of relics that I should ask the members of the Church that have the authority to decide all of those matters: the Congregation for Causes. I am hoping to set some time aside tomorrow to write a letter asking some general questions and depending on the response time maybe get more in depth regarding this particular work.
He also touched on something that I have been thinking about recently, notably the fact that when the object I am making is blessed it will become something entirely new and unique and will no longer be something I created but rather something God creates through His priest. My friend felt it was very poetic that a baptized (and confirmed) layman would be the one using the gifts granted him by the Holy Spirit to create the initial object (moreover, out of clay) since we are called to labor “by the sweat of our brow” and then when the Bishop (no, I still haven’t asked him yet) blesses it he uses his unique gifts of the Holy Spirit through the sacrament of orders to set it aside and as a holy thing.
I continued my study of the Catechism, this time having read Part4, Section1, Chapter1, Article2 “In the Fullness of Time” and have the following things to share:
- Approach the holy Lord Jesus as Moses approached the burning bush: first to contemplate him in prayer, then to hear how he teaches us to pray, in order to know how he hears our prayer.
- His words and works are the visible manifestation of his prayer in secret
- Father, into your hands I commit my spirit!"All the troubles, for all time, of humanity enslaved by sin and death, all the petitions and intercessions of salvation history are summed up in this cry of the incarnate Word.
- Only by keeping watch in prayer can one avoid falling into temptation
- "Hitherto you have asked nothing in my name; ask, and you will receive, that your joy may be full."
In reflection on today’s recitation of Psalm 2 I was struck in particular by, “Embrace discipline, lest at any time the Lord be angry, and you perish from the just way.” I find myself often begging God that I may not perish but may instead become a great saint, but discipline? Well, lets just say the laboring, fasting and praying that I am undertaking isn’t as easy as I thought it would be, and I didn’t think it would be easy. Suffice it to say, please keep praying for me and the success of this piece (the ultimate success obviously being that everyone who participates in it (HINT, HINT) will become a saint themselves.)
Finally, today, enjoy the graces of the Sorrowful Mysteries of the rosary.
Today’s prayer intentions:
- For blessings on all married people especially S and S that they may reconcile and become saints through living out their vocation as husband, wife, father and mother.
- In thanksgiving for beauty
- Healing of Melissa’s hernia and for the safety of her preborn child
- For the past, present and future intentions and salvation of all those who participate in prayer or proximity to “The Relic of the Communion of Saints”
.
Short of bringing down the kiln (which can wait since I still need to run a 220 for it anyway) the studio is finished. I even was able to put up some art to spice up the place, go figure huh?
He also touched on something that I have been thinking about recently, notably the fact that when the object I am making is blessed it will become something entirely new and unique and will no longer be something I created but rather something God creates through His priest. My friend felt it was very poetic that a baptized (and confirmed) layman would be the one using the gifts granted him by the Holy Spirit to create the initial object (moreover, out of clay) since we are called to labor “by the sweat of our brow” and then when the Bishop (no, I still haven’t asked him yet) blesses it he uses his unique gifts of the Holy Spirit through the sacrament of orders to set it aside and as a holy thing.
I continued my study of the Catechism, this time having read Part4, Section1, Chapter1, Article2 “In the Fullness of Time” and have the following things to share:
- Approach the holy Lord Jesus as Moses approached the burning bush: first to contemplate him in prayer, then to hear how he teaches us to pray, in order to know how he hears our prayer.
- His words and works are the visible manifestation of his prayer in secret
- Father, into your hands I commit my spirit!"All the troubles, for all time, of humanity enslaved by sin and death, all the petitions and intercessions of salvation history are summed up in this cry of the incarnate Word.
- Only by keeping watch in prayer can one avoid falling into temptation
- "Hitherto you have asked nothing in my name; ask, and you will receive, that your joy may be full."
In reflection on today’s recitation of Psalm 2 I was struck in particular by, “Embrace discipline, lest at any time the Lord be angry, and you perish from the just way.” I find myself often begging God that I may not perish but may instead become a great saint, but discipline? Well, lets just say the laboring, fasting and praying that I am undertaking isn’t as easy as I thought it would be, and I didn’t think it would be easy. Suffice it to say, please keep praying for me and the success of this piece (the ultimate success obviously being that everyone who participates in it (HINT, HINT) will become a saint themselves.)
Finally, today, enjoy the graces of the Sorrowful Mysteries of the rosary.
Today’s prayer intentions:
- For blessings on all married people especially S and S that they may reconcile and become saints through living out their vocation as husband, wife, father and mother.
- In thanksgiving for beauty
- Healing of Melissa’s hernia and for the safety of her preborn child
- For the past, present and future intentions and salvation of all those who participate in prayer or proximity to “The Relic of the Communion of Saints”
Ora et labora: Day 1
(pardon the lateness of this post, internet was out yesterday)
5/31/10
The bulk of the physical labor I achieved today took shape in the form of finishing setting up my studio space in which to work. Thanks to a friend who makes custom cabinetry I am now the proud owner of a couple of banks of old cabinets which will serve as both a work space as well as much needed storage. For the past couple of weeks I have half heartedly been “setting up the studio” but today I really got to it by assembling shelving, bringing down the wedging table (which is deceptively heavy) and trying to adjust my off center wheel (sadly thus far to no avail, any advice or help is greatly appreciated by the way.) In conjunction with the general “setting up” of the space I also finally got around to filling some buckets with water to slake down some dry clay I had laying around, hopefully when I run out of the casting slip I have right now I will be able to use the newly slaked clay as a base for new slip.
Speaking of slip I also poured and pulled a few molds today and am now the proud owner of three, count em’ three, small beads for the rosary. With a total of 53 “Hail Mary” beads on a rosary that means I’m down to an even 50 left to cast (and bisque…and fire…and assemble… but we’ll get to that when we get to that) No worries though, once I get the studio finally in all order I will be able to crank them out pretty quickly I think. Even if I set myself up to pull 5 a day and factor in an extra 10% failure rate for molds and 10% failure rate for firings I’ll be done pulling small bead molds in a couple of weeks.
Upon ascending the stairs from the dark recesses of the studio (aka the basement) I was also able to begin on the prayer component of this work. De profundis clamavi indeed! Under the advice of a priest I began reading the part of the Catechism of the Catholic Church devoted to prayer. A few things struck me as I read Part4, Section1, Chapter1, Article 1 "In the Old Testement":
- Humility is the foundation of prayer
- If our heart is far from God, the words of prayer are in vain
- The prayer of the righteous is powerful and effective
- Prayer is not flight from this unfaithful world, but rather attentiveness to The Word of God
In addition to continuing my study of the Catechism on prayer I have decided that since my inspiration for undergoing this time of prayer and fasting during the creation of this piece are the monastic icon writers that it would only be fitting that I began a more structured prayer cycle. I am compelled to pray the liturgy of the hours but honestly need to find my breviary and then relearn how to pray morning and evening prayer. However, perhaps an even older and certainly an even simpler devotion is the recitation of the psalms. While I do not have the mental or spiritual organization as of yet to recite all 150 psalms I figured that if I recited a few a day, slowly cycling through them all, that would be an appropriate lay manifestation of a monastic prayer life. So today, Psalm 1 reminded me that, “on His law he shall meditate day and night”. That coupled with the Catechism reaffirming that “humility is the foundation of prayer” it was a providential message to say the least. The idea of praying and fasting while laboring to achieve powerful fruits is not only not new it’s in fact simply just doing what we are all called to do anyway.
Finally, since the work I am undertaking will take shape in the form of a rosary it seems only fitting that as I pray for the intentions of those sent to me (HINT, HINT) and for all of those that contribute to the creation of this work (HINT, HINT) that I do so by means of meditating upon the rosary each day. So today everyone, enjoy the graces of my prayers and meditation upon the Glorious Mysteries.
Today’s prayers:
- For the salvation of all souls
- In thanksgiving for Erik's contribution of cabinets and their delivery
- For the past, present and future intentions and salvation of all those who participate in prayer or proximity to “The Relic of the Communion of Saints”
.
5/31/10
The bulk of the physical labor I achieved today took shape in the form of finishing setting up my studio space in which to work. Thanks to a friend who makes custom cabinetry I am now the proud owner of a couple of banks of old cabinets which will serve as both a work space as well as much needed storage. For the past couple of weeks I have half heartedly been “setting up the studio” but today I really got to it by assembling shelving, bringing down the wedging table (which is deceptively heavy) and trying to adjust my off center wheel (sadly thus far to no avail, any advice or help is greatly appreciated by the way.) In conjunction with the general “setting up” of the space I also finally got around to filling some buckets with water to slake down some dry clay I had laying around, hopefully when I run out of the casting slip I have right now I will be able to use the newly slaked clay as a base for new slip.
Speaking of slip I also poured and pulled a few molds today and am now the proud owner of three, count em’ three, small beads for the rosary. With a total of 53 “Hail Mary” beads on a rosary that means I’m down to an even 50 left to cast (and bisque…and fire…and assemble… but we’ll get to that when we get to that) No worries though, once I get the studio finally in all order I will be able to crank them out pretty quickly I think. Even if I set myself up to pull 5 a day and factor in an extra 10% failure rate for molds and 10% failure rate for firings I’ll be done pulling small bead molds in a couple of weeks.
- Humility is the foundation of prayer
- If our heart is far from God, the words of prayer are in vain
- The prayer of the righteous is powerful and effective
- Prayer is not flight from this unfaithful world, but rather attentiveness to The Word of God
In addition to continuing my study of the Catechism on prayer I have decided that since my inspiration for undergoing this time of prayer and fasting during the creation of this piece are the monastic icon writers that it would only be fitting that I began a more structured prayer cycle. I am compelled to pray the liturgy of the hours but honestly need to find my breviary and then relearn how to pray morning and evening prayer. However, perhaps an even older and certainly an even simpler devotion is the recitation of the psalms. While I do not have the mental or spiritual organization as of yet to recite all 150 psalms I figured that if I recited a few a day, slowly cycling through them all, that would be an appropriate lay manifestation of a monastic prayer life. So today, Psalm 1 reminded me that, “on His law he shall meditate day and night”. That coupled with the Catechism reaffirming that “humility is the foundation of prayer” it was a providential message to say the least. The idea of praying and fasting while laboring to achieve powerful fruits is not only not new it’s in fact simply just doing what we are all called to do anyway.
Finally, since the work I am undertaking will take shape in the form of a rosary it seems only fitting that as I pray for the intentions of those sent to me (HINT, HINT) and for all of those that contribute to the creation of this work (HINT, HINT) that I do so by means of meditating upon the rosary each day. So today everyone, enjoy the graces of my prayers and meditation upon the Glorious Mysteries.
Today’s prayers:
- For the salvation of all souls
- In thanksgiving for Erik's contribution of cabinets and their delivery
- For the past, present and future intentions and salvation of all those who participate in prayer or proximity to “The Relic of the Communion of Saints”
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